my life is spiraling. out of control. and i don't want it to stop. but i don't want anyone hurt either. i don't know what to do. the Dragon may have swallowed the Sun, but he left the Stars, shining. ride the waves dear Moon Mermaid...see where it leads you.
Hoping to get a tat Saturday, on the one year anniversary of my first. I am uber excited!
-Moon
you wouldn't believe me if I told you.
Silently screaming
inside
no one can hear me
so no one can care
to let it out would be
slow painful soul death
keep it inside
as always
heart so full of confusion
soul so full of pain
even "spirits" can not
take it away
...for the first time in nearly 15 years, I have the urge to cut myself. but I won't. I have overcome that. maybe I need a tattoo.
Pesto Tortellini
Serves 2
1 12 oz package of meat tortellini
6-7 mushrooms
3/4 cup frozen peas
Handful of grape tomatoes
3 tablespoons of pesto
1 tablespoon olive oil
2 teaspoons water
1/2 teaspoon salt
1/2 teaspoon sugar
Cook homemade pesto if desired. Refrigerate. In pot, make meat tortellini as directed. Add salt. Drain over colander. In small saucepan, heat olive oil. Add chopped mushrooms and peas. Add water. Saute mushrooms and peas for approximately 5 minutes. In bowl, toss tortellini. Add in pesto and toss. Add sauteed mushrooms and pease. Add sugar. Toss in tomatoes, and serve warm.
When you feel that you may be losing something you never really had in the first place...why does it still hurt?
I was so devastated and thought that I would carry that pain in my heart for life...not so. The Sun God and his Star are happy and I am happy for them. The Sun God opened a door, perhaps that really was his purpose.
Mangkon, the Dragon has filled my heart with longing and love that is so much stronger than what I felt with the Sun God. The Moon is no longer exiling herself in the dark cave, she has turned into a Moon Angel, flying wrapped safely in the wings of the Dragon.
I still have a similar problem...Mangkon is 6 hours ahead of me timezone wise. He lives in South Africa...not nearly as far away as New Zealand, but from where I am...it might as well be.
I tried to save my marriage, and though we are still together, I am not sure it is still an actual marriage. I love him, but...
My heart lies in the heart of the Dragon, I am the Dragon's Angel...
}-Moon Angel-{
So innocently I friended her
She was cheeky, we had some good laughs
We had things in common
If only I had known how many...
We talked about life
kids, jobs and hobbies
Teased mutual friends
on internet networking sites...
I thought she was my friend
I was betrayed
I shared my heart with her
While she was busy taking yours...
-Moon
and still I can not let go.
still he has my heart.
still I wish to be there.
I am intuitive, and I know a soul connection when I have one. We have one. How long he will be able to ignore it and continue with what he thought was the 'sensible' thing to do, I do not know...but the connection was there, instantly and it remained there...soul connections do not go away. He and I are meant to be together, I feel it, I know it.
He needs to realise it.
-Moon
I had the most beautiful dream this morning...I hope it is a sign...we'll see.
-Moon
What do you always say you will do but never actually get around to doing?
Submitted by Beautifully Broken.
Update my VOX and Twitter accounts. Really.
